Cherryslide's Xanga

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 00:03:48 GMT

i know i am not what one would call an expert in handling things like this, but i have to say i am quite bummed. on top of it i actually miss my mom (she's in florida for the week) because she is probably the only female that GETS these things. wtf? lol. i dont know, i mean i totally understand and its all good. what else can i say? im still nonetheless quite a happy person. its not like i wont recover anytime soon. its not like i'm lost. i don't care if you dislike me now. i dont know. i do, i suppose.

i guess what im really trying to say is that i just kind of wish that i was worth it.

Friday, December 29, 2006

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 17:29:29 GMT

you know.. you are too hard to read.

i want to fight with you, get mad at you, be pissy with you about this because i dont know how else to react, but at the same time..

i'd really really like it if you could just say what's on your mind.

Monday, December 18, 2006

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 01:47:44 GMT

ah, l'amour.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:08:48 GMT

you know what? i wish i could read minds.

Monday, October 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:54:50 GMT

goodness.... am i a little bundle of awkward, giddy, sillyish happiness right now.

i am now motivated to write.. a book. i will call it, "Life, Love, and Lasagna".
well, maybe i'll just think about it.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 02:41:43 GMT

It's really quite annoying.. Somehow, you haven't quite noticed yet, but weirdly enough..

you make me smile.

i think its safe to say i officially have a crush.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 18:01:14 GMT

eew.

i can't stand thinking about how you are now.

oh, summer.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 04:34:24 GMT

so, vacation has been over for a while now, but that somehow became a good thing.

a few recent things that have made me smile:

being silly with a silly foosa. :D

being sillier with a silly pennsylvanian.

attempting to pull off the world's best ballet.

running in the rain while the sun is out... in your "pjs"! :)

dressing like a really bad "prom barbie" dress 5 sizes too big.

making new hallways passes out of skidgets roll of toilet paper on the piano.

singing like crazy (/normal).

eating more cookie dough than is good for me.

lovin on my darlings. :D

devouring desiree!

shopping cart rides with zach and des.

harrassing pastor barry into becoming "Dad #2".

seeing gorgeous girls like iulie and katrina again.

ah, its about time i fell in love with summer again.

Monday, May 01, 2006

Mon, 01 May 2006 21:41:35 GMT

what do you do...

...when you put your trust in the wrong person, only you dont know who?

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 16:25:43 GMT

i wish i knew how to read minds.

then, i would never have gotten myself in the situation in which i would invest 1/2 a year of my life on someone who hurt me so much, i would have never bothered to try to understand those who didnt want to be understood after all..

i would know what he thinks of me, truly... i want this so bad, but i just don't know, the signals are mixed in a grand way.